Au Revoir to Many Things: Relinquishing Continues

A part of me is glad, another part afraid, as I watch my stuff march its way out my door. Good-bye to dishes and pictures framed. Good-bye to bed side tables and blankets and books.

It is a peculiar feeling, and I wonder, could I have gone further?

Should I be tossing caution fully into the wind and whittle down to the barest of necessities, as if I were about to travel?

In a way, it is quite similar. I only know where I will be for a month but not beyond. I am still out of paying work, and must scramble for every little bit of everything.

It is intimidating. It is freeing.

It is a whirly twirly swirl of windy thoughts.

Blowing through my tired and hollowed mind and frame.

Good-bye to what was here and now is gone.

 

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About nala7299

Greetings Feline and Fellow Earthlings! In the interest in "brevity" I will attempt to summarize via lists. I AM, this is me, here we go, weee: writer, reader, lover of music, dance, theatre, animals, oddities, 2nd hand trolling through alleys and le boutigues of sally ann and value village, and the beautiful outdoorsy nature of my home. Big breath, leap #2: a veggie head, enviro eco freak, chocolateasaurus, transformer more than meets the eye, former ESL teacher, a happy auntie of Nicholas and Sam, my 2 sweetie pie nephews. Leap #3...welcome to me! Enough said, read my blog:)
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One Response to Au Revoir to Many Things: Relinquishing Continues

  1. sounds painful and liberating. you are strong!

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